Current mood:

contemplative

Regret.
"Maybe I've forgotten
Then name and the address
Of everyone I've ever known
It's nothing I regret..."

I've had serveral events in my life that caused me to reinvent myself. I had rather substantial changes in friends and attitudes that usrprise me when I look back.
The first time this happened was when I entered college. The exposure to new ideas and new people made a lot of what used to do seem very parochial.
The next time this happened was much later when I met Jorge. He opened up a new world to me and I discovered that many things I ignored or thought unimportant were relevant and fun.
Around this time I started hanging out less with people who I was not out to. It's so much easier to be yourself.
The next big change was when I started exploring furry and let my secret feelings out of the bag.
That's when I discovered most of you and people who didn't know I was furry became kess important.
For some reason I feel like I am getting close to another life changing event. I am not sure why. Maybe it's just the stress from work and the world lately.
Hopefully that's all it is.